i'm just sick n tired of life.... tired tired tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just hope tat i can dont wake up forever... sometimes i just wonder if its me... or the things i've done tat cost my life 2 b like this.... mayb history is repeating itself cos i'm doing the same mistake but wats tat mistake? can any1 tell me? i'm so lost... so miserable... so sick of life....

nth ever goes my way... work, girls, studies... seriously starting 2 give up on everything... been drinking everyday now... soon i'll b a drunkard... drinking absolut vodka nid and not getting drunk.... crap man.. how i wish i could b drunk n not think wat is happening around or wat forgot wat has happened...

haiz......