band 2day... mr eric wasnt here so his friend too over... was fun lah... whole band laugh like siao... after band had band fun day... group member was roughly the same.. some games were fun lah... haha gabby ps ah whack u so hard *evil laughter*... haha first time i laughed so evil-ly lol... but gabby u abit guo fen hor... i noe i hit u alot of times like... u need hit me till so hard meh? lol...

walked in the rain 2day again... wth sia y cant there b a direct bus from my sch 2 my house de bus stop arg!!!!

haiz... i'm feeling so confused now.... seriously i am... ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz...................................................

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wow mme 2day was fun... get 2 play wif song editing.. haha.. now i noe how they make those cute cute voices... shall upload the songs 1 day... after sch went 2 look 4 mum n sis at cs and bought a new router... sad 2 say it doesnt haf a built in modem so haf 2 plug it through my old router 2 connect...

went 2 tampines interchange de posb 2day... wanted 2 deposite my money de... than the stupid machine cant press bloody "4" than i cant fking enter my pin... wtf lah i queue there for 10min 2 deposite nth... arg...

than at cs eat lunch tat time also dulan... was queuing up 4 jap stall... than starting i followed the queue from right 2 left... than suddenly the queue jump 2 left 2 right for duno wat fking reason... than i joined tat.. than the lady took the orders le... than they lady about 2 ask this guy who was still queuing from right 2 left de 4 order than i said "erm..." than the lady turn 2 me n take my order... than tat guy there fking diao me... knn if i was in a bad mood i would scold him like no tmr lor... my sis also say "y nvr call me go... i scold atleast he nth say... if u scold he still can scold u back"...

than went 4 band... seriously abit pissed lah... y cant we just go wif 7 tbonist... wtf is wrong? not as if we r like super loud? seriously.... wtf man.... damn dulan lah... tmr c wat conductor haf 2 say...

fk sia tot it would b a great day 2day... but so many things made me so fking dulan... ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANA GO 2 THE BEACH N RELEASE STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wana shout like nobody's business... wana scream my lungs out... wana scream till my vocal cord break... wana scream till like theres no tmr... wana scream till ppl call hougang chalet de ppl come... ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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hey guys... thx 4 all those wishes... really appreciate it... thx alot.. just 1 sentence can make a person's day bright... but on the other hand kinda dissappointed by some of my friends... 10 yrs of friendship yet not a single call or msg from them.... haiz... oh well...

its my bday and i bought my own bday cake... nice rite? lol... actually my aunt bought 1 cake yesterday de... swensenses de ice cream cake... my sis ask my maid put in freezer than my main go put the middle de compartment -.- than by the time wan leave house realize the cake melt le -.-... so i was ask 2 go buy cake myself -.-.....

reached my ah ma's place... had dinner... ah ma i love ur cooking man... got time really wan go learn from my ah ma.... wana learn how 2 cook nice food so can cook 4 my gf/wife next time...

4 so long my dad dint lose his anger but 2day he just lost it... shout at my younger cousin... seriously if its me i will do tat too... so hyper active... cant sit still 4 1 sec and also itchy butt de... nvr get scolded/whack cannot de...

oh well bday this yr was a simple 1... was nice lah... 4 so long my whole family nvr get 2gether le... used 2 go out every sat 2gether de... but now.. haiz... really hate it when its like tat... my dad side de alrdy not much in contact wif each other... if my mum side de also than wah..... really dont like it lor... sometimes feel tat adults r like children like tat... haf problem duno how 2 speak out de.. just keep it inside n feel unhappy bout it...

guys thx again...really duno wat else 2 say... haha.. will upload the pics soon stay tuned.. lol...

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went back sec sch 4 band 2day... wah damn jia lat... anyway played tenor tbone again... wah damn not used 2 it... suddenly need so much air... after playing the yamaha de single trombone n go back bach de tenor tbone wah the diff is very big... but the sound so much nicer... i wan faster get tenor tbone in ite... so after band in sec sch went 2 find my mum n sis at tm 4 lunch... n than went 2 singtel shop... mum just wanted 2 check some stuff.. end up my sis n i getting new phones lol.. I LOVE MY NEW N81... although still not used 2 the phone yet... duno how 2 put themes into my phone n stuff.. but i still love it...

2nd wk of me skipping sch on wed le.. my class rep keep asking me y i nvr go... sometimes find it irritating ah... aiya.. damn sianz lah... oh well shall start going from next wk on if not get debar from exams...

just 1 hr more... seriously wonder how my day will b like... wonder who remembered n who dont... went back band 2day n seems like all my juniors 4get bout it... oh well... doesnt really matter i guess... all i noe is i'm gonna celebrate it at my ah ma's place tmr... any1 wana join? haha jkjk...

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feeling so sick... like those feeling tat u r having fever yet not having fever tat feeling?oh well... had cmos test 2day... kinda easy lah did partition of hard disk on win 98 using virtual pc... all those dos commands... slpt all the way through 4 my mme lesson... first time i slpt in class for my ite life... but than i not the only 1 lah... 2 other friend go lie down on the floor n slp... steady hor? haha... oh well tmr mme again... guess i'm gonna slp again...

haiz damn stress bout band lah... conductor say need cut players for nbc... 5 tbonist 5 trumpets... there r like 7 tbonist... 4 seniors and 3 just came in this yr... i really hope all of us can join lah... i mean wth lah i noe theres a min num of ppl who is need i dint noe theres a max number of ppl tat can join... haiz stress lah... firstly join open division last min... 2ndly haven buy new tbone... 3rdly mayb changing song when nbc is like 1 mth+ away... 4thly this stupid limited amount of ppl crap... damn stressed now lah... i'm not stress tat i cant join nbc... i am stress tat they put me in for nbc... i mean wat haf i deserve 2 get in if they put me in... the other 2 juniors r btr than me... oh well lets hope tat this is just a miscommunication n let it b gone.... seriously ppl stress bout studies i stress bout band... haiz...

2 more days.... guess its gonna b another lonely 1 again this yr... wonder how many ppl remember it... come 2 think of wat my pe teacher said was also true lah... when u make a party nobody come, it spoils ur mood... but when ppl come n not happy they also spoils ur mood... 1 person really makes a big difference..

we all search 4 answers while we r wondering... who agrees? i mean who dont search 4 an answer when they r wondering bout something... aiya duno wat i'm saying also....

is this how my life is gonna b? i understand there r ups n downs in life.... but 4 me i dont c any ups in my life... even if there is... there isnt any recently... seriously lah... WTF IS WRONG WIF MY LIFE!!!! can anybody answer tat? i dont think so... if i told my friend tat they will say "wats wrong wif u? if ur life sux than mine wat? u everyday smile n look so happy and all not like me.. how would u noe how it feels like when ur life sux?" seriously mayb i just put up a fake smile 4 too long.... ppl think i'm loving my life... having a happy n enjoyable life... mayb tats cos i'm hiding my sadness behind a mask... seriously feel like banging my head on the wall... feel like jumping down from my house... feel like running to the middle of the road n let car bang me... haiz......

guessed tat i wont b able 2 c u tmr even b4 i asked u about it..... oh well... wat can i say? its not like i'm a special some1 2 u or wat... i dont think i'm any distance close 2 being a special some1 2 u... the distance just keep increasing as the days pass by... i'm really afraid tat 1 day i might b a stranger 2 u... haiz....

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wah 2day all i did was slp... woke up at 9... than went 2 use pc awhile... around 12 lie on bed but cant slp... than ate lunch... than 2+ 3 like tat go slp again... slp till 6+.... n best of all.. i'm still yawning after all those slp... during my slp so many dreams happened.. dreamt tat i was stealing stuff... dreamt tat my ex left me... dreamt tat i was slping.. nice rite? slp n dream tat ur slping -.-.... duno wat i'm dreaming about also...

to u noe who: when u read the below portion of this post... dont think too much... not tat i'm talking bout u..
i just think i'm so very chi qing lor... is it a gd thing or a bad 1? does putting a pic wif a girl on my msn = my girlfriend? i really hope it is lor... on first sight ppl will say "ur gf ah?"... than on family's first sight "eh when find gf de? nvr bring her home..." my sis told me.. if u put a pic wif a girl means she ur gf... ya rite lor.... ya lah a friend which is a girl but not u noe wat lah... but than she just thinks all of them is my gf -.-"..... haiz............ppl always ask me this when i chat wif them on msn "ur gf ah?" wana guess my reply? oh well here it is... "no lah... i wish ah"... seriously... i really wished she was... but sad 2 say..............

really hope u could go out wif me this wed...

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had band 2day... was like mad lah cant seriously play as my cheek is swollen 1 side... played overture jubiloso... can die lah... although can roughly play le not like last wk... cant even play... oh well so went home and slpt till 4+ 5 than woke up take my shower n went 2 my mum's friend's wedding dinner... after the dinner send mum 2 beach road there take coach go m'sia... and home sweet home...

man i dont noe y now singapore so many lousy drivers... some anyhow cut from lanes 2 lanes... some cannot make up thier puny little mind to turn or not... some can stop in the middle of 2 lane blk the traffic and wait 4 parking lot... some can try 2 risk thier own life 2 piss ppl off for eg.theres once my dad was driving than got this stupid... yes stupid.. bike wif most prob the gf behind... than he was anyhow cutting lanes n stuff so my dad horned him... he not happy than he go purposely brake rite infront of my dad's car when its moving... if my dad dint brake in time i think those 2 would b ran over by my dad's car alrdy... how stupid can they b? than some go modify thier cars till like those initial D de.. than so freaking noisy but cant run... stupid rite? than there r some who haf 2 much money 2 spend on anything else so go buy sports car for use in singapore... i means wats the point of buying sports car when it cant even run? its not like u can race in singapore or wat lor... oh well..wan show off also dont need show off till like tat de ma..

changed my blog song... rather an old song i should say... but its nice... hope u like it... from some saseme street de movie de... its addictive.... haha... finding so many songs... guess i not gonna look for it 2day...

seriously man... i'm starting 2 hate wisdom tooth... keep biting on the flesh.. n now it became an ulcer and it hurts like mad... cant eat chicken wings or hard stuff... arg.........

i duno y i like always put up a fake smile...sometimes i duno wheither i'm smiling cos i'm happy or am i just smiling 2 make others around feel tat i'm happy... i seriously duno... or mayb its just cos i dont wan others 2 worry bout me? haiz...

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after 2 days of pon-ing of sch... went back 2day for multimedia de assesment... wah.. jia lat sia... practical + answer teacher's question... when teacher ask me i was like "errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...................................... duno" wth lor gone liao lah... haiz... so sianz no band 2day.... haiz....................................... i miss my wife(trombone)... duno when my new wife coming.... haiz............................................ pls tell me tat we r not gonna change nbc song... if gonna change i really feel like jumping down from my flat.... haiz....................... oh yea.... 2day finally went n bank in my $1.2k wah feel so shoik... LOL.... but than really feel like locking up my atm card somewhere... cos i noe i'm gonna spent like mad without noticing... like wat i did 2 my pay... 1.8k gone like water like tat... if i saved i would haf 3k le... can go build my own pc... haiz...

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got my new specs... i'm not in a gd mood now... fucking pissed wif my friend.. knn cb u think i wat? some psychic person ah? noe u fucking playing game ah? noe u fucking losing in tat game ah? knn.. lose 1 game will die is it? cb ask u call my hp u nvr fucking call than i call u u there kpkb say "tats y i said i call u"... wah when playing nvr call me.. ps me? think i wat? if u think game is more important than friend than go play more lah hor... can go fuck off from my life... so fucking pissed now.. whoever come step on my tail somemore sure get it from me de...

woke up late n reached class early.. can u believe it? seriously no mood 2 study 2day... thinking of pon sch for tmr n thurs... so freaking sianz...

the moon 2nite is so orange and round... starting when i look i tot it was those street lamps... LOL... oh well...

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happy vesak day every1... did nth much 2day... stayed at home play game wif friends n tats bout it... moon is super round 2day... haha... falling in love wif overture jubiloso... haha... oh well... I LOVE TOKYO KOSEI!!!! man seriously they r so freaking gd... i would like 2 go 2 thier live concert when i grow up and haf the money... just admire them so much...

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2day was kinda a big day... a day for me 2 collect 1.2k de cheque...woke up around 9+ 10 like tat and watched anime till 1 like tat and went 2 prepare 2 go collect the thingy... so everything done and left house at 2 30 like tat... reach tat place at like 2 45... registered and saw my ex classmate from jan intake de...than waited for the mp 2 come... wait n wait... 1 hr full hr b4 he arrive... omg his always late lor.. for 4 yrs i take scholarship he always late de... so took le and than left.... b4 he came we were entertain by those aunties n uncles singing... its more like self entertainment 2 them... so take le went 2 buy stuff... my dad went 2 buy fruits while my mum n i went 2 buy stuff at the supermarket... b4 tat my dad was like "boy ah... help me buy 4d" in chinese... than i reply "daddy... *pointing 2 my sch logo on my polo t* this is not fake 1" than he was like "when they ask say y cannot wear old sch shirt lah" than i was like "dont wan lah u ownself go buy" haha... ya lor.. kinda agree wif wat my dad say... y cant ppl wear sch uniform go arcade... theres no law say u cant wear sch uniform when ur not going sch ma... really funny... oh well... dad wanted 2 buy the number on my cheque.. gd luck dad... hope u strike... than can dont bother my 1.2k le... but u wan can split some 2 me XP lol...

the moon is so round n bright 2nite lah... so nice... and tmr is gonna b my chinese bday... is it suppose 2 b 1 yr older than normal age or 1 yr younger? cant really remember... oh well... most prob staying at home n play games wif my friends bah...

having so many "if only" thoughts in my head now... aiya.... nvm....if i were 2 ask u tat question again... i think ur answer will b still the same as b4... will there b a chance tat the answer is different? i just feel tat u some what feel tat i'm irritating or something like tat... mayb i'm thinking too much.... dont u think its kinda funny? a guy can think tat the person may not like him... but yet tat person haf opposite feeling of wat he thinks... i'm not implying tat u might haf feelings for me or something like tat... just wana say than wat i feel may not b wat u think... life is full or surprises dont u think? oh well...

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lifeskills changed teacher... young lady... most prob around my sis de age bah... than after tat was pe... played basketball and than stayed back listen 2 teacher talk bout pull up... its super amazing man... the way he train us do pull up super steady... i cant even pull de wif his help can do 2 le... man super... haha... anyway reached home watched armegaddon... was sad lah the story... if its my sis/mom watching it they will cry lor... than just nice when i watch finish n take my shower my dad came back... than he drove my mum n i go orchade there de spec shop(my mum's friend) than checked my eyes slight changes.... than got a new pair of specs... haha.. although look roughly similar to the 1 i'm wearing now...but yet its diff.. than after tat mum n dad haf 2 go for some talk so i haf 2 go home by myself... was so bored...

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r u irritated wif me? cos i haf a feeling u r... duno y.. but i just feel tat ur irritated wif me or like i'm bother u or something like tat...

was raining so heavily 2day... supposed 2 meet my friends at 10.. lucky went out wif my sis first... 11 than 1 of them came... wah... than starting tried go in cs de arcade.. b4 i even walk in they say i wearing sch pants... i mean how do the freaking noe its sch pants? it can b a pants bought from bossini or wat ma... crap lor.. than had our lunch and went around walk walk.. than go sch... was like half an hr late for lesson.. but who cares... than stayed around half an hr and class ended so went 2 cafe n slack... till 3 30 which is our next class... and believe it or not.. theres no lesson cos we r ahead of time... so played games on com lor... abit sianz lah must stay for 1 hr there... than went home take shower and off i went 2 my ah ma's house... i just love my ah ma's cooking lah... than around 1 hr ltr my mum came... she went 2 take my sec sch de sec 2s go maths trail... she said she almost vomit blood... well i dont need 2 hear her say i also noe... haha... oh well tmr gonna go get a new specs... wonder how will my new spec look like... haha...

any1 free during vesak day? wana go out n celebrate my chinese bday wif me? haha.. dont think any1 will anyway... haha...

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cmos was the first lesson of the day and its time for other group 2 present... i'm really sry 2 the first group who present.. kena shoot by me till very jia lat... now kena blacklisted for "first 2 sabo when presenting"... my friend was emo-ing the whole day 2day... cos he found out tat the girl he like was not straight de... than yesterday was another friend who emo-ing... so my friend say "no matter if take turn emo or wat jonathan(me) will nvr get emo de"... ya lor... i dont show tat i'm emo... even though i may b emo... well.. dint really haf the mood 2 study 2day lor... playing psp during multimedia lecture, resting my head on table while having cmos... really had no mood... i really wonder y god wans me 2 stay alive... theres so many times when i could haf died.. when i was in pri sch i fell and hit my ribs and had difficulty breathing... but yet... i'm still alive... got a couple of times almost kena bang by vehicle... but yet i dint die...than my parents keep saying my watever is weak so on and so for ask me drink more water so on and so for... but in the end... is there really any sickness wif me? i really duno y.... life sometimes just sux... i haf a feeling its gonna b a restless nite for me again 2nite...

without u in my life... theres just this big and empty hole in my heart... and the feeling doesnt feel gd at all...

had practical test/exam/ wat ever u wan to call it... so teacher test pair by pair... and sadly those born in 1991 de r all behind than those finish de can go off.. so 9 like tat start.. first pair went in... and sad 2 say.. i'm the 2nd last pair and the pairing just sux lah... when its my turn it alrdy like 11 50+ 12 like tat which is our lunch time... wth lor... so much for the early break.. arg... than did the test... teacher as who wan take apart the com and who wan fix back.. so i said i wan take out... my partner was like saying 2 himself "shit".. than teacher say only haf 1 min to take everything out... did it and he start asking question.. he said he point 2 who tat person must answer.. so starting few question he ask my partner.. my partner duno so he ask me... and all correct... than after all is done... went for break... and back to class for theory lesson and back home after tat... abit sianz lah... did nth much... stupid me for not charging my psp..

was listening to my songs and came across this song which is in the anime series "BECK" duno y... but its seems tat its so much like wat i'm feeling... anyway heres the lyric

11th may
woke up wif sores all over my body... than around 1+ like tat my relative came over eat steamboat.. i tot it was at nite... oh well... dint really eat much... than after tat around 3+ 4+ like tat all went back.. than my sis wan go play wif my little cousin at my uncle's house... so i went wif her... first time i went out wif sleveless shirt sia... haha... on my way to my uncle house tat time my aunt there say to my sis "eh ur bro type sure got alot of girls chase 1 rite?" than my sis reply "of cos lah..." than i was like thinking in my heart "wth u sure anot? alot of girls chase..." than reached uncle's house play wif cousin awhile than walked to my ah ma house... which is like the blk across... than reached there sit played my psp.. than around 6+ 7 like tat my sis ordered kfc... so called... my sis hold the phone for 15++ min n its still on recorded msg... than finally it got through.. so she order... n guess how long we haf to wait... we haf to wait for 1hr 30min!!!!!!! omg lah.. so waited till bout 8 15 than it arrive..so ate... wah so many things lah... so full... haha... than after eating my sis was like playing wif my ah ma's rings... so got this ring... my sis take n put on my finger.. than it went only half way through my finger... than i was like "see.. cant fit le.." she was like "can 1 lah" and she pushed all the way in... and guess wat... the ring was stuck.. so had to go kitchen put soap n pull it out... although took quite awhile... and home sweet home...

chat wif mingzhen on msn.. heres the convo
mz : >>>> ur girlfriend ahh. weeewee!
me : no lah
mz : hahaha. ur crush then.
me : er.....
mz : shy right!
me : she chio ma?
mz : LOL, like duh-uh and cute too...

wah pris even a girl say ur cute n chio leh... wah... haha... told u the stuff i say is the fact and not glib tongue le... XP

2 all the mums and mums-to-be, happy mother's day...

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9th may
lesson was very slack i should say.. i reached sch like half hr late? than continued our photoshop labsheet.. 10+ like tat 3/4 of the class is done.. so waited for the 1/4 to finish and we went home.. played games wif friend till bout 3+ 4+ than go take shower and off to sectional.. same old songs.. pilatus and la festa... and we were told tat we r gonna join the open division... wtf sia... cos teacher dont wan alumni to b left out... after sectional brought bass tbone back 2 wash.... after washing the tbone has no smell... but the casing still smell like shit like tat lor... duno wat they do to the casing...

10th may
woke up damn early by the loud thunder and the curtain hitting the window... than went out of room used com... than like 15 min ltr went back to bed... tats like 2/3 am in the morning.. than around 5/6am woke up again... cant slp liao so used com again till 8+ took shower n went for band.. 2day combine was slightly different.. instead of doing the nbc pieces we did "celebration of life" and overture jubiloso... can die lah.... if we really gonna play tat for nbc i think cant even get bronze bah... jy bah ppl... after band went 2 meet pris,esther,doreen at orchade area... duno y i went also.. mayb just 2 c her bah.. haha... anyway saw so many of my mum's colleague there lah... well cant blame bah the office is at taka... so followed them shopping after awhile alden came... lucky he came... if not i like so.................. nth 2 say... so went around shopping... and doreen u r sick lah... talk bout tat... omg... cant stop laughing... but seriously lah... who will go measure it... well mayb its true bah... since certain part of our body is the same size as other parts of our body... like our arm.. its the same as our leg.. so mayb bah... well after all tat walk shopping and chatting.. although tired lah..but... duno y dont really feel sianz... oh well... learned something new 2day... when a person tell u tat ur colourful, dont b too happy.. hahaha
wats wrong wif guys masturbate? i mean its normal for guys ma.. seriously... even in sec sch when haf sexual talk also they say... its normal tat guys do tat... its only abnormal for guys not to do tat... hahaha.... esther i tell u liao gonna blog it..

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u noe sometimes i'm thinking of asking u tat question again... but on 2nd thought i noe wat ur answer would b... would there b such a day when the answer will change? although it doesnt even seem tat it has a 0.0000000000000000000000000000000000001% chance of changing but i will still b hoping tat it would...

lifeskill lesson is as fun as ever... watch miss swan laughed like hell... than starting only like 7 ppl in the class? my friends damn basket... 9+ reach sch... tell me if they counted late alrdy than they go eat first... than end up 1hr+ almost 1hr 30 min late.. than ps me alone in class... after lifeskills PE!!! ok lah.. went 2 swim.. damn hot... so changed than all the guys there rdy to swim any time... than the guy ask us go down 2 by 2... swim 1 lap and done... slack in the pool... wth lor.. than slack in there like less than 5min than rain heavily le.. so need 2 get out of the pool.. than went 2 change... actually wanted 2 take cab back... but than on the other hand i should save money... so went 2 take bus.. reached home bathed and played game with friend... lucky i next wk no more swimming... although its fun... but than at the same time very sianz... next wk onwards need wear swimming trunks if need 2 learn swimming...

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wed 2day... and tat means sun java... and for 2day... we skipped it... went to initially skip sun java and return by 1... than we though... hmm multimedia theory lesson is sianz.. so we went 2 bought ironman de movie... ironman was nice lah makes me wish tat i could live in the future... tat guy haf 3d model de screen... my god it look so real lah... so freaking nice... and not 2 4get the girls r quite sexy lah... haha... and guess wat we saw chow chu ming and another actoress... okok... after all this went back sch for multimedia prac lesson... all look at us like "wth now than come" tat face... and I AM FINALLY OUT OF SUN JAVA!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! any1 wana celebrate with me ma? lol...

tmr got swimming for pe... omg duno how is it gonna b lah... i shy sia... hahaha....

should i get a 2 hand bach tbone or a laptop with tat 1.2k or should i just keep it? haiz...

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May 05
supposed 2 haf practical exam 2day de... than teacher change it 2 next wk... gd thing lah cos alot of stuff i still duno... and 2day was such a bad day... sch air con broke down... weather so hot... the classroom was like oven lah... the moment we step out of class its like so much cooler lor... just dont haf the mood 2 do work lor with such a hot weather... reached home bathed watch 1 epi of anime and than went 2 bed till 7+... than ate dinner watch another epi of anime.. and went back 2 bed... than slpt for like half an hr or so than woke up by nightmare... i think watching too much horror shows le bah... than smsed wif pris till 10 plus than went 2 bed...

May 06
multimedia was as sianz as ever... y must multimedia b a freaking core subject.... y must it haf theory... y must we b the first batch to haf exam for theory.... arg... i hate wed... cos both subjects for tat day taught by indian teacher.... my god... i can die of bordom lor...

its really been awhile since i heard ur voice..even though it wasnt a long time... but... it still brighten up my day...

sometimes 2 avoid harsh reality, human tend 2 slp... do u agree? for me... i do actually... i should say i am 1 who does tat... although end up having a slpless night.... but i will still try 2 slp...hoping tat all of those harsh reality dint happened at all... hoping it was all just a dream... or even btr... hoping tat i could slp forever... yes its stupid... but people do stupid stuff rite?

woke up early 2day as friend said they will b coming at 9+.. than around 9 40 still haven reach so i called them and noe wat? they said woke up late so will reach around 10 plus.. than almost 11 like tat than reach.. so went 2 buy lunch wif them.. finish lunched started our project... choosed dell xps 420 as the computer which cost $3399 expensive rite? it comes wif blu-ray disc driver (wow.. i saw this i was like O.O wtf blu-ray!!!...) than nvm... graphic card was NVIDIA GeForce 8800(omg its like 1 of the most expensive graphic card during dec last yr.. 3rd newest graphic card of nvidia) now i noe y it cost $3399.. so went online searched for the stuff... ending cost without mouse n keyboard is $3364...tat shows tat it is abit cheaper to make ur own com than buying it... although the price different is abit... but mayb cos we choose some expensive stuff... and OMG a blu-ray disc driver cost $1150.. its so freaking expensive... and ps3 comes uses blu-ray disc.... OMG...

than after spending like 3 hrs on our project we finally finished it... haha.. than my friends went queensway and i stayed home.. went 2 bed after awhile as my headache strikes back... duno y this few days keep having headache...

just had this dream.. seems so real.. i mean its literally like i've been sucked into the dream... and when i tried 2 wake up,just couldnt wake up... when i finally woke up its like i'm in a total different world... i really hate this kind of experience... after i woke up my heart just beats so fast... as if i've really been doing wat i have done in my dream.. although the dream is not really scary but the experience itself is... although its not the first time i'm experiencing it... but i really hate it...

and now... here blogging and recording the sky... the sky is so weird 2day... imagine looking up in the sky and u see this area of the sky keep having lightning like every 20sec? and it happened just nicely at tat area.. and no sound of thunders... dont u just wonder y? wat a creepy day...

watching the anime called "ghost hunt"... man whoever wrote the story is gd... the intensity is there... horror movie cant go into extend of an anime as anime anything could happen and its really gd although the first case of the anime is boring but some cases send chills down my spine even though i watched it 3 times alrdy.. but i really wish they had more episodes of it.. more seasons or watever... last epi finally every1 can show thier "true power" at exorcising ghost and than no more... wth lor.. should show more mah... but still i rate it 9.5/10.. i recommend this 2 any1 who wan a nice horror show... its even btr if u watch it at nite... makes u feel as if some1 is behind u when ur watching...

countdown:
25 days
14 days

here r some video as evidence of the sky being weird... may not b clear though

may 2nd
the multimedia lesson was... some what fun lah... was late for half an hr though... haha.. did some photo editing wif photoshop cs3... i dint noe photoshop can do so much wonders.... oh well... lesson supposed 2 end at 1.. but we were too far ahead so done all le 12 teacher let us leave.. than went home wait for doreen end sch than around 1 10 like tat she called say she on bus le... so i went 2 take bus go interchange there... than realized she took 8 from her sch... if i noe i should just wait at my house de bus stop lor... haha

after passing her the dreamweaver disc... went back home "sort" out my scores than lie on my bed... and i just doze off like tat... lucky i set alarm or i will b late for band... went 2 band had sectional... was rather fun lah... my SL there trying 2 act as indian... doing the indian slang... haha.. damn funny.. time passes real quick when ur enjoying it... its like we just played 2 songs n we packing up le.. i'm suprised tat i cant slp... i keep twisting n turning... just couldnt slp... till like 2am? or duno wat time finally can slp...

family went malaysia 2day... duno when they gonna come back... gonna b alone again..

may 3rd
woke up early in the morning 2 go for band... was late... anyway FINALLY teacher gonna buy new instrument... OMG BACH TBONE!!! I CANT WAIT TO USE BACK BACH TBONE!!!!!!! I LOVE BACH TBONE!!! I WANA OWN 1 MYSELF!!! ok back to the topic.. practiced our nbc pieces... ok lah not bad... some part still sound cmi... than after band went 2 tm de yamaha buy brass soup clean the smelly bass tbone... the bass tbone really stink lah... even after they send give pro 2 wash... still stink... met so many familiar faces around tm lah... oh well... during break tat time my friend was like saying she got the ite scholarship... than i ask how ppl get de than she told me should b those do well in N lvl get de.. i was like eh wtf i 5 pointer n i dint recieve... n guess wat? i reached home open letter box i saw a letter wif the CC de chop.. was hoping it was mine.. N IT REALLY WAS MINE!!! WOOHOO!!! GONNA COLLECT 1.2K ON 18MAY!!! but sad thing is i cant go the swsy concert... this time i'm so gonna deposite the money myself.... i dont trust my mum in depositing the money ever again... gonna put it in my atm i dont give a damn wat they say... its my money n i wan put where is my business..

countdown:
26 days
15 days (till i collect 1.2k)

2day or should i say yesterday was such a boring day... afternoon went 2 my uncle's "wedding" which is more like a gathering 2 so called celebrate his wedding... ate lunch.. went into room n slpt... slpt till like 7+ than went to imm wif family... after tat went 2 my parent's friend's dad de funeral... stayed in the car while my parents went 2 pay offering...

heard this song on the radio called "Saving forever for you" by Shanice Williams and heres the lyrics :

I've never been so sure about anything before
But this loving feeling
Gonna be a feeling I feel forever more
Looking in your eyes
Tomorrow's all I see
As long as there's forever baby
I will always be...

Saving forever for you...ooh...baby
You are the only one
I'll ever give forever to
Love for a lifetime
Won't do...ooh...baby
Wanna always stay together
So I'll be saving forever
For you

You'll be my world as long as
There's a world turning around
And you'll be my heaven, baby
Till the heavens all come falling down
Look inside my heart
Love is all you'll see
I'll loving you forever baby
Leave it just to me

Saving forever for you...ooh...baby
You are the only one
I'll ever give forever to
Love for a lifetime
Won't do...ooh...baby
Wanna always stay together
So I'll be saving forever
For you

Forever I'll be loving you
I'll be there as long as time passes by
All through it all
I'll be standing by you
Looking in your eyes
Tomorrow's all I see
Long as there's forever, baby
I will always be...
Needing you here with me

Saving forever for you...ooh...baby
You are the only one
I'll ever give forever to
Love for a lifetime
Won't do...ooh...baby
Wanna always stay together
So I'll be saving forever
For you

if ur reading my blog... the lyrics in the song is some wat my feeling for u... i noe i may not even haf a slightest bit of chance... but still i will wait for u.. u may say i'm stupid.. yes i am... u may say i'm wasting my time.. all i can say is tat i haf all the time in the world for u.. i really love u alot.. i really really do... if this made u guilty, i'm really very sry... but its just tat its wat i really wanted 2 say from the btm of my heart.. u may say i'm glib tongue... but all those i said r the truth n not trying 2 make u happy or wat... i noe tat u may feel awkward tat i'm always saying all this.. if u do feel awkward or guilty i'm really very very sry...