I"M SUPER BORED!! haiz... so long since i feel so sianz liao.... life seems so............. haiz... just so bored n moodless again... no mood slp no mood watch movie no mood watch anime no mood play game.... how i wish i could just work till i drop.... mayb than i wouldnt care so much... wouldnt b so bothered with stuff... wouldnt even care wat happens outside... looks like its gonna b back 2 how it all used to b b4....same old boring me who stays at home n rot n do nth else.... with each wk pass by... the more useless i feel i am... my life is getting from bad to worst... hope when i die.. i could just die off silently... without anybody noticing tat i'm gone... without anybody remembering me... without anybody 2 b sad over my death... wonder out of the so many friends how many would remember me after we leave sch... how many will remember me for wat i've done for them... how many would remember me for who i am...

with my concert getting closer... the more sianz i get... i was all excited over it... but now.. its really getting boring.... my first ever concert is gonna b so.......................... haiz.. dissappointment... oh well... things doesnt always go the way u wan it to go... so wat can i say... i wan job but i dont get job... i wan 2 give my heart 2 some1 who will cherish it but nobody wana take... i wana haf a gd 1st concert but it for the moment dont look so gd... haiz...

arg... emo talks again... wats wrong wif me?