things are easier said than done...... if i could let go i would alrdy haf.. do u think i would wan 2 suffer like how i am now? i noe tat its not ur prob tat i continue 2 chase u n suffer... but even so... wat do u wan me 2 do? cant i just love some1 i really love? i noe tat its impossible.. yet i duno y i still cant give u up.... if i could i've alrdy done it... do u noe tat deep down in my heart its just so pain? i duno if its pain cos i'm hating myself... or its pain cos of the things u said.. i really duno... doesnt mean we cant b together means i cant call u rite? or do u mean only a guy who is ur stead can call u? i duno y i'm acting like this.... ARG!!!! i just love u so much.... wat can i do about it?


love can make a person die...