haiz... holidays = stay home rot... true? yea so true... how i wish my actual holiday faster start.. than atleast got more band prac n work 2 keep me company... now at home do nth but watch movies,play games and wat not.... haiz... i just realize i'm back 2 the old slp 2 avoid reality me again... sometimes i dont wan 2 b like this... but... haiz.... sianzation...

esther asked me this "rate which is most important 2 u.. family,friends n girlfriend" and my answer is all is as important... wana noe y? cos pros of family - they r caring... cons-over caring makes it irritating... pros of friends - without them life is boring.. cons - wif friends tat backstabs u i rather not haf any... pros of girlfriend - without her life is meaningless... cons - no matter how sweet a lover can b there always tend 2 b fights... but still tats wat make them deeper in love with each other... so tats roughly it... i duno y my sch's lifeskills ask us 2 rate which 1 more important... i mean y cant there b an equal answer? everything is equally important... without family there wont b me... without friends there wont b relationship... without gf there wont b ppl getting married and thus no family... its all like a cycle...

duno wat i'm talking about... holidays come... nth but nonsense in my head...

life is full of ups n downs... but y does it seem tat downs r more than ups...