woke up early in the morning 2day.. for band again... went there warmed up... n started band.. played our nbc pieces first... than after tat break.. so sianz lah the canteen not open.. so went vending machine buy drinks... than went back 2 band again.. tried out the 3 scores we bring... To The Summit,The 70s and Rock & Roll Explosion... 70s was out... cos conductor said its very messy... but its actually very nice lor... haiz... than we played to the summit.. wah seh... worst than my sec sch band... jia lat leh.... such an easy piece... but.......... haiz....... anyway... after band tbone, trumpet n percussion stayed back... rehearse for the fanfare we gonna play this coming monday... sad sia.. zach there play the sneer drum till 1 hole... but wats amazing is tat... even wif the hole, it still can b used and its not a small hole.. so we prac-ed after tat went cs 2 haf our lunch... than went back...

sad leh... i left 70+? in my atm mayb 50+ cant remember... from 1.4k to tat amount... n i was planning 2 keep it 2 buy jigsaw puzzle for some1's bday de... guess i haf 2 save... quite sometime b4 its tat person bday... hope tat person will like it...

*seals atm card away*

haiz... i dont understand myself... i really dont... i dont think wat i feel and i dont feel wat i think... u understand? cos i myself dont... i duno wat i'm doing i duno wat i'm saying and i duno wat i'm feeling... do i show wat i really feel? are my smiles fake? do i really feel happy when i smile? do i really feel sad when i cry? do i really feel angry when i shout? i really duno any more... wats happy wats sad wats angry... i duno... i dun even noe wat i'm becoming...


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