k back again.. now calmed n cooled.. thx... thx 4 always being there 4 me... i'm really lucky 2 get 2 noe u... but i'm sry tat i'm always bombing u wif my xing shi... thx alot again..

sometimes i just feel tat for some reasons... its easier 2 open up my feelings 2 u than 2 others..the door 2 my heart is getting shut off more as the days passes for my family.. pass few mths opened up abit... but than now.. guess its getting shut off again...

when i look at the sky just now... i saw this star... 1 n only shining there up in the sky... a tot came 2 mind "tat star is lonely" but theres also a tot "we may think its lonely but its not.. if the clouds r gone the other stars will b seen as well.." its like us... when no friends r with us... we feel tat we r lonely... but however... they r always there 4 u in a way or another just tat u cant c them...

how i wish i could embrace u in my arms... but.............................. the feeling hasnt faded at all...