alrite... slpt at 2+ 3 like tat this morning and woke up at 8am.... so damn tired.... went 2 bathe and went 2 ite for band le.... played like shit lah 2day... arg... for some freaking reason i play normal tuning note like play duno high F or wat like tat... so tiring lah... normally can play high high G de... 2day cant play... than around 11+ like tat sky starting 2 turn black... we all like "sianz lah.... pls stop raining" than after band it stopped raining... so we proceed with out plan... went 2 bedok inter buy food and drink n took bus 16 to kallang stadium... reached the stadium tat time the assesment alrdy started... than just watch lor... than when the main event : the display band.. started, was like... ok...... than those tk de alumni or wat so freaking noisy lah... shout shout shout... my god lah.... they shout so high pitch till i think my ear drum gonna burst lor... anyway tk, deyi and pingyi performance nice ah.... gratz deyi on getting best display band n best drum major.... after the thing... went 2 leisure park... like wth lah kfc is packed food court is packed... everywhere packed.. so went 2 kallang kfc and mac there... was also packed lah... lucky mac outside got space.. than we sat there... had dinner n took bus back... tiring day...


up till now i still love u alot... just couldnt stop loving u... u asked if i like 2 call u so much... i duno how 2 answer u... but just tat cant stop myself from dialing ur number... hearing ur voice hoping 2 find out hows ur day n stuff... although got couple of time when u picked up my call n u sounded faustrated... couldnt blame a guy from thinking tat he is disturbing her ma... sometimes i just feel tat i'm like pestering u like tat... making u irritated n all... although i noe u said u r not... tats just my feeling lah... sometimes i really wonder how u feel... couldnt help but to think if i'm bothering u or not or if u r thinking stuff like "could this guy just stop bothering me or not".... this thoughts just come into my mind... n really sry for being so stubborn... i noe i'm stubbornly in love wif u... stubbornly unwilling 2 stop loving u... but all this..... i just duno wat 2 say... even if i ask u tat question again... i haf a feeling the answer will still b the same... i duno lah.. u told me tat i'm wasting my time on u... but to me... every sec spent wif u is not wasted at all.. waiting for u is nvr... and i really mean nvr gonna b a waste of time or wat so ever... i noe lah... i always glib tongue 2 u... but all those words i said r truth...loveable,cute, etc... all those r really words from the bottom of my heart... oh well.. just wanted 2 say wats in my heart... i really duno how 2 say all this 2 u through the phone or face to face or sms... so i decided 2 post it here.. if ur intending 2 focus on ur studies first... i am really really really really really (x10000000000000000000000000) willing to wait for u... yes u may think i am crazy n all... but i can tell u i'm 300% sure of this decision... really love u lots...