haiz... couldnt get any slp once again... after wat u said 2 me, it just seems like my world suddenly came falling down all at once... u asked me 2 forget it.. but forgetting u is just too hard... tried ways 2 forget u like banging head on the wall dont think of u and all but its just too hard....out of this 4 mths did i really not moved ur heart even once? do i just give u all negative feelings?cant i just haf another chance? sometimes i just wonder, am i such a useless guy or am i just hated by god... seems like god is fooling wif me all the time.. guess my msn is rite..."y is my heart feeling this way again?its been so long since i haf this feeling" yea... the feeling of love n than a frozen heart... just like 3 yrs ago... when i met my ex the feeling of love was there... n a yr later my heart just became frozen just like tat... u once asked me "wat about the girl u like b4" i dint answer u as i duno how 2 put it in words... its just tat u made my heart love once again...i duno if i'm stupid or wat... trying 2 find ppl 2 replace the girl i like.. but all changed when i met u.. u became my world and u r everything 2 me..now if u were me could u bear 2 forget everything?guessed u noe how much i loved u n all... did u just wan me 2 leave u cos ur afraid i waste 2 much time on u? afraid tat i waste 2 much money on u? i really wish i can b wif u... if a wish was given 2 me... the only thing i will hope for is tat i can b wif u... well i typed so much but i dont think u will give me a single chance... the feeling is like u r climbing a moutain n suddenly u fell... how i wish when i fell i could just die... my life is just so meaningless now... just feel like opening the window beside my com n just jump down... haiz.... really hope u will give me another chance 2 love u....